Lucky...I guess?

Sometimes I feel I do not deserve what I have or what I am yet to get. It's such a strange feeling. Often strong enough to engulf my decisive thought process. It is so overpowering that I lose the very desire to cherish it........ And I do not know if it reveals a bad or more meaner side of me. I have to learn to take things slowly, patiently, and most of all maturely.

Cheerios