No more Procrastination -Here I Am !!

Well, well, well....folks ! The disappearance of 'my process of metamorphosis of thoughts and ideas and daily chores into words' from the blogging scenario can be attributed to my almost-a-habit "Procrastination". Yes, I know its not good, but I am addicted to it. Procrastinating everything..especially that which needs primal attention. Getting back to normalcy is a slow process. And for me..its procratinately-ridden-process. See, I can procrastinate everything as of coupla weeks. I guess the data collection has taken a toll on me. Naah...Despite that I still continue to exist in harmony with my own "utterly impatient frustated self". How contradictory can I be at times ! Impatience and Procrastination at the same time are strikingly contrasting and humongously dangerous.

I have found out a way to kill time while I wait for my samples to fill out the survey and 'oblige me'. These days I am reading a self-improvement, motivational, and bring-a -change book "Warriors of the Heart" by Danaan Perry. Very inspiring. But not everything can be put into practice. Pursuing pragmatism is not everyone's job. I try my best to get the gist of it and learn. Afterall learning never stops. Life is a full-time never ending school of reality. In this book, we find many short verses that expresses something that the author feels. Its called "Haiku" a 3-5-3 or 5-7-5 lines of verses. I too found a very intersting verse, which I think encompasses whatever I could comprehned from the book and ofc from my Life.

"The Waves of my Life
Wash upon the shore and Die
My Ocean still Lives on !! "

This haiku may give a "depressing or sadistic" feeling to people who would not want to think beyond the boundaries. I can think on these lines for a long span of time. It really tells me something. Something and many more things that cannot be put in this small space. After all "Perception" is the key factor and the principium of how we take a view of reality. Reality is like a secret thing, hidden in a big box with many holes. Different people see it from different holes and hence, their perception of reality can be different. It negates the question of whether true or false. Its an individual's own view...his perception.

The best thing about this book is that I got it for free. The librarian of UTSPH asked me and one of my friends to have look at some old books and get one if we want to. I searched the whole stack. Dunno why this book got to be my chosen one. And it lay untouched unread for about a year until I had a strong intuition to read this book. Still figuring it out the reason behind the intuition.

Warriors of the Heart. What does that mean to you? "Warrior" here means one who has the courage to face onself. If we inspect ourselves, we obivously want to see all the virtues and the brighter side of ourself. Do we have the courage to delve to the dark part of the heart, where all our worst apprehensions and characteristics await to be revealed. Yes, its difficult. But change is inevitable. We need to make an effort. An effort to know ourselves better so that we can live in harmony with ourselves. So now I am back to the square one. Yes, I delved into the fathoms of this bottomless deep dark chasm and found out my "vices" or rather characteristics that I have been ignoring. They say, Ignorance is Bliss. But dear friend, not everytime. And I have imbibed it as well. Try it!!

I wanted to read the "SF12-v2 Calibration" book. But then the aforementioned 'my intuitively chosen' book got lucky. lolz. Now, I have to learn to procrastinate the procrastination. So, I will start the other book also from today. Why? Huh..I need to comprehend it to help me formulate a code program in SAS for my data analysis. Caroline also has asked me for help. Hence, the time has come to seriously give it a shot. :)

As for Friday night, grocery shopping is always on the list, that too at night ! How very exciting..u ppl are indeed jealous, ain't u? lolz.

For the dinner, Deepti had a sudden craving of maharashtrian food. So, we made "Pithla and Thalipeeth" Yummmmmmyyyy. And I am having a craving for sweet..especially cheese cake, as I saw the episode of 'Friends' (seventh season) where Rachel and Chandler get hooked on to stealing and eating their neighbor's cheese cake. Ahh...my mouth is already READY..:D Yeah, I have a sweet Jaw. :D

As for you folks......have a roller coaster Friday evening.
Cheerios